Monday, April 21, 2008 ; 3:51 pm
i'm currently@school
well , was looking up in the net for some pictures
obviously for my art
yups , i knw i'm way back behind time
whatever , at least i'm like still making the effort to do
*clap clap*
quite noisy in the CPA lab
buti'm soo glad cause i'm having my ear piece plug into
my ears :DDDDD
felt rather dwn in school today ;
but i dont seems to be showing my emotions
i dont knw why too
yeah , i'm kind of going crazy soon
for example ,
i sat dwn at home
to do some revision for the coming mid year
and i was crying & i dont even knw that i'm crying
till my momma ask if i'm fine
& i was like ; yeah as usual
and she said than why are you crying ?
and i was like uhs ?
some mental break dwn of mine ;
needa get it cured asap
but i dont knw how will i get myself done over it
out of a sudden i felt like dying ;
& those heart aches are killing me like crazy
i didnt knw that everything will end up like this
but , i really cant stop that passion for you
i see you here & there
and best of all when
you didnt even existed
did you ?
what's wrong with me
i dont really knw who could i turn to
due to that stupid nightmare
it seems so real
my gosh , i really pray that it will never come true
oh please
baby :
i'm so sorry abt what i've done
would you return that little piece of me back to myself
i'm sick of all the pain & hurt which i asked for
cause all i wanted was just you
you by my side
can i still stay close to you ?
it really questions me .
Labels: i didnt expected myself being like that
with love♥.
