Thursday, April 30, 2009 ; 10:52 pm
i forgot something
happy birthday joraine !
with love♥.
Woah , finally done up my new skin
wanted to use the hotair balloons one
but there is some problemswith the codes
so , i'll just stick to this for the time being
&& i guess yilin would be happy that my bee is gone !
shall see about what she's gonna say when she comes back from work later
school was okay today
had three hours of lessons only
but it's like enough to kill me
cause i slept at four in the morning
hahas
was five mins late for the first lesson
OFA , step into class
dam it , the school aircons are still down
but after that i dont feel warm anymore
cause i'm still feeling sick
then after that was AFD
finally i understand 0.00001% of what i have to know
ehs , these sounds so stupid luhs i know
but i'm trying my best to catch up already
melinda will understand me i hope so
oh well , then after that was BEV
forever , no one would listen to what that teacher is gonna say
but for the lesson today
i saw nicole copying notes from the board
hahas , maybe would wna ask her for help on BEV
fucking god , next monday would be the BEV paper
during BEV , yilin and me spammed joraine's &nicole's phone
hahas , yilin sent blank msg ,
but as for me ,
i wrote iloveyoo
hahas , then we when to spam melinda, jasmine &cheryl's blog
hahas , look at their tagboard
hahas , goodness
p/s i join in the fun too
oh well texted romeo while i was on the way to t1 for lunch
she's at safar already
playing pool
fuck , she left me out just like these
but it's okays , cause i've got cheryl, melinda, yilin &two jasmines' with me
had banmian , then shop around
headed to amk hub to pay babyp a visit
&jasmine when to artbox to get her notebook
her redriddinghoot :DDDDD
fucking nice i swear !
then headed home at six plus
hsh@1830
somehow i just feel that cheryl is kinda unhappy today
i dont know why , she's like
i dont know what to say
Labels: ijustwishthatyouwillstaylikethisforever
with love♥.
blog hits for the day , 1720
will wake up later to post
byeeeee chaoxz
with love♥.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 ; 11:48 pm

last night i cried ,
thanks for everything , thanks for sharing
seriously i dont know why
but i guess this will only be between us
i wont wna blog about you anymore
it's better to be keep private
even though i have a choice to do so or not
but i know ple do read
and thing in here do spread around
like i care ?
YES I DO , i dont need judgement from them
not needed at all
everything is between you and me
no others , i swear
i wont wna backstab you , i wont wna disapoint you
i'll study hard , cause i trust that you will be there too
i dont know how thing will turn out
but i'm like kinda relaying on you
kinda use of venting everything on you
i just hope that all these stuffs will last
i'm kinda confuse to be frank with
i somehow dont really trust what you say
i dont know why i tend to think that someday others will get to know
keep on thinking about what you said last night
flash backs of those conversations
when all the thoughts starts flooding in i just vry once again
all these sound so stupid is know , but i dontknow what happen to me
Labels: idontknowwhatthefuckiwant
with love♥.
Sunday, April 26, 2009 ; 8:39 pm
has been fucking emotional these few day
i didnt expect such things to happen in my life
us drifting apart so quickly
i kept thimkng that it was last month that we have last met
i dont know why , school stuffs are like driving me crazy
i wna be happy , i dont wna be like these
these few day has been totally hell for me
cant really show my emotional
cause i dont know who to show it to
i rant it out on him
he's nice , Romeo said so & bieeeee said that too
but somehow i'm like getting shit stuffs from him now
or am i demanding too much already
i dont really know too
not in the mood to post , i just wna stay upstairs
just a few screens later ,
i'm lazy to anything now
aiya, dont think too much ...
In fact, i won't even care if someone is backstabbing me, everyone has has their own perceptions of one another. Youn don't expect everyone to show their true self at all the time. Even me, i'm not really myself in school, just playing out a character to blend in. It's not like i feel uncomfortable faking out someone i'm not . It's just that i'm adjusting myself to try to duit the enviroment, adjusting to make myself more comfortable. Foryou, you're just so pessimistic about everything. you're always worried, always thinking about the bad things, why? Live easy, try to relax. Don't have that "the world is gonna end any moment" mentality. Just be happy. Be carefree. Yes, life isn't easy these days . .But life isn't as hard as you think either. You'll enjoy if you enjoy, you can't possibly be happy if you keep being sad right? This is all i can say and i hope it helps. Cheer up pig :)
Labels: i didnt expected myself being like that, thanks daddy for the ipod .
with love♥.
Saturday, April 25, 2009 ; 11:59 pm
slept dam fucking late last night
woke up at around 10+ or maybe 11+
wasnt sure about it
mum made lots of noise
arghs !
when central ,then texted monster
to kind of like wake him up
cause he said that he may go and visit kasha today
i'm going with zul
he say he'll be extending his work hours
i'm fine with it
cause i'm like shag ! tired
monster replied at dont know what time , gave him a ring settle timing to meet with zul
then rush home bathe then out to hospital
mom was fucking unhappy about it
but p/s , i gtg
kasha &zul dont believe that donovan will be ging down
hahas , i dont know why
but i just find it funny too
kasha dont look good
i mean like she's like struggling to eat
but she like gonna vomit anytime
take care my dear
then when town with bieeeeee
then hsh
Labels: all these things i hate revolves around me
with love♥.
Friday, April 24, 2009 ; 9:14 pm
today , school at 930 , but i was late
was like so tired
dont wna get up from bed
our poor birthday girl was admitted to hospital
happy 18th birthday kasha
&&get well soon
p/s didnt when down today to pay you a visit
but i'll be down tmrw alrights
tahasss ; back to school stuffs
no lessons for the day , had telematch
business school came it first !
but ! the indoor sports hall was like fucking stuffy warmmmm & squeezy
and that monster-donovan & nicole was late
and they were stuck outside
then that monster was sooooo like a kid
he called that potato ah liang !
hahas , jasmine say ah liang your father uhs
hahas ! nice right
after that , had birthday celebration for JASMINE WANG
had strawberry desert , it was awsome !
monster came down too
i guess ple there were shock or something
hahas , then he was like having the limelight luhs
i'm like so left out
TSK !
then ple around sang birthday song for jasmine
hahas !
i'm sure donovan that monster was dam paiseh !
reason , his face blush to the max
and he die also dont wna admit luhs
then after that
hsh @2+
didnt want to
but my phone's battery died off in school
so just when home to charge
met bieeeeeee @ bugis at 4
slack shop ate
then when to cityhall
some stuffs not to say in here
it's a surprise for my beloved sister
chaoxz first
byeeeeeeeee !
with love♥.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 ; 11:59 pm
it's like only the second week of school
and guess what , not only shits happen
the colours are like kinda showing already
whatever , i dont really care
like what monster said
just do your stuffs and enjoy life !
tahas ! okays back to life in school again
oh well , was late for school today
was on the dot i guess
hahas , same old thing repeats itself
there are ple late for the first lesson of the day
i'm the usual ones whole are late
but i was early to day hahas !
first lesson was OFA , totally shit
i left my thumbdrive at home on my labby today
so i didnt do anything for that lesson
but !
there was a spot check
it was a sudden one
dam cock &dumb luhs
the dm just step in
without knocking the door i swear
she was like so arrogant and she said, spot check
then she walk around the class like nobody's business
wtf ?!
monster was late for OFA
some words here &there
i cant probably remember everything
i only remember telling the dm that we are not the old class doing all these shit
and she's like trying to cover up for herself
come on , you're so not a good dm
oh whatever
monster was lucky to escape from her i guess so
with his obvious hair colur , and he gotten nothing from her was like WOAH !
anyway , he's not the only one in school who is like this
there are like tons and tons of them out there with hoo haa hairstyle
so i guess they wont be bothered over the 8000 students in school
so dm uhs dm , dont bullshit liaos luhs
then after OFA was AFD
was like dying , cause was like dam stress over some cock
and blablabla
then was BEV ,
boring , didnt even pay attention at all
needa catch up alot !
sweet
school ended at one
when to t1 with jasmine , melinda , cheryl yilin & her boyf
had lunch then when crazy around
hahas , dont ask me why
but the cant make me laugh till i die
then when over to cheryl's place to do cheese desert
she was like sosososo fucking sweet luhs
she even thought of doing it for the whole class if they want it
hahas!
nice right
and she even cut the berries into a heart shape luhs
goodness , it's ti tei dao !!!!!
then slack at her place till about like eight then i left to meet bendict
slack around then queenie came
hahas , everything was okay with rick and they are leaving later for london
wtf ! please bring me along darling !
i'm so f*cking jealous luhs!
kaoxz !
hahas , was like texting monster all the way , we are like crapping like hell ,
and some stuffs that i dont wna share
cause it's like i dont want others to know ,
so dont bother asking & ya !
everything is fine :D
and oh ya , before i forgot
hahas , he finally offically admited that he's a monster !
hahas !
lalalala ,elmo song
text text text until i kna scolded by him for no reason
this is so not nice of you bloody monster !
look at the conversation here!{click for larger view if you want too}
this was when i just login luhs
then he mae lotsa noisy

he love his two dogs i knew it , just admit it monster

and here the next picuture below is the scolding

monster always anyhow de lors
so i rebut back

and finally he when to be & rest in peace monster !
coming up next !
is my honur to capture this moment !
a kiss from YILIN !

that's all for today
i needa wash up and sweet with my one and only yilin (:
with love♥.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 ; 11:02 pm
Happy Tenth Month mister baby.p
&&byezx love
I'm trying hard to stay mentally and emotionally strong,
dont really wna take a second look at our conversation
i'm sosososo afriad that i cant end it
but somehow , somewhere , it will end
okays , dont mention about it already gladys !
short and sweet would be the best
msn with yilin
keep on telling her i love you
i love you
she said that i'm going nuts
hahas , yeah
true indeed
we're gonna have chessy hotdogs tmrw !
msn-ing with mister monster too
hahas , nothing much to say about our conversation
want to know ?
i've nothing to share
wnaknow he's evil doings ?
ask him lors
hahas , actually also nothing luhs !
hors monster rawr !
tiring day
lets talk about school
had BEV first , then combine lecture for CMS
CMS was doing listening
totally crap
i was like laughing all the way
then AFD , i was like so stress over some stuffs
arghs !
totally shit
had slow jog three run on track during PE
the sun was like sexyburning hot
then did alittle of this and that
games then PE ended at five i guess
oh the journey home was bad
the dam sexyburing sun ,
was like 98212425048736high up in the sky
took 31 to tm mrt
to take 45 home
it was like 19min before 45 arrive
was melting &&cursing the sun like crazy
i hated the sun soooo much for today
then when the bus finally arrived i board
then fell asleep soon !
then hsh@7
going off to sleep
cause i told yilin i'll go to bed once i'm done with my post
P/S YILIN I LOVE YOU!
with love♥.
oh great , i hope i'll getting along well with my classmates
added classmates into my msn
lets make friends !
the monster is friendly actually
he's so so so so different in class luhs
oh well , did some screenshot of the conversation
lets see , and he's an evil monster too !

this guy in my class , he got dam fucking nice eyes
and i told him i like his eyes
then i ask him if he wears enlarging contact lens
and he said no , this is like wtf !
kaoxz ! then i say i hope that mine would grow like 895123347125493 times better then how
and he dam evil , he say ,
Lols ! it will be all black
kns , why is there such a person

Tadas ! when i tell him he is a monster
he when

hahas ! MONSTER (:

then i told him that i'm gonna blog about this
then he say he has a blog
and he as been blogging for 5YEARS !
so not like you monster !

look at the conversation
i teased him !
hahas !
monster !
Oh man ,
i'm going out
meeting aaron for supper
daddy mummy not around
chaoooooo first
byeeeeeeees !
with love♥.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ; 12:00 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROMEO !
this post is for you ONLY !
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to ROMEO
happy birthday to
you !
much love & have a great eighteen !
with love♥.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 ; 11:15 pm
this is hell !
i lost my phone , damdamdamdam it !
and the same old thing goes again
my mom : forever one lors
my dad : tell you already lors , one day you will lost your phone again
god dam goodness , it's all your fault mom
you should have suggested to bus home ourselves ,
should just dam bloody hell wait for daddy luhs ,
bullshit , forget it
ytd i took tons of pic of baby.p at suntec
atttttas , he say i got tons of his pic
even he himself also dont have sooooooo many pics of himself
i was like derhs , i'll just snapsnapsnap whenever i'm out
had slicefish noodles
baby.p had mix vegetable rice
ate one of his fried toufu
not bad , he was kinda slow in reacting {idontknow why}
then he finish his food faster then me ,
reason , i was on the phone with queenie
her boyf was at NUH
bad accident , she wanted me down with her
soooo i was like okays
but in the end , i didnt go
bought one box of royce chocolate ,
baby.p ate one & me too
i ate one
slack around then he when back to work
then , when here and there
saw celia &her boyf
i guess she didnt saw me with baby.p
tahhahas , nice
text DDARDAR while shopping around
then ask her if she wants some donut
she's at bugis ,
so i can jst bring it over to her
romeo is sick
get well soon yeahs
took lots of pic with baby.p ytd
damdamdamdam heartbroken
i lost my dam phone
arghs !!!!
forget it , this as to be this way i guess
oh ya , happy birthday to my granny too
had big feast ytd , it was a bomb !
school is nice ,
and i guess i'll like my new classmates
but i dont know what they feel about me
ah mon is online , baby.p too
talking with mon !
arghs , soooo happy
watching the clips of url he gave me
shared it with romeo &baby.p
tralalalas , i miss those days !
that's all that i wna post &remember
byeeeeeeeeees & chaoooooooo
Labels: ahmon is back to those days :DDDDDDDD
with love♥.
Thursday, April 16, 2009 ; 9:14 pm
Tuesday, April 07, 2009 ; 12:38 am
ahmon seems to come back ?
i dont know , i'm soooooooo confuse now ,
whatthefuck am i thinking about ?
DDARDAR say i should just go
i dont know
bieeeeee said i should go too
i really dont know
currently struggling to close this fucking survey
quotas quotas QUOTAS !
dam it , bloody shit
dam those surveys
stress !
editing sucks too ,
flipflipflip !
feel like tearing them into pieces
oh well , tomorow will be a better day ?
yuks , not at all
my life just sucks !
i dont konw why am i doing all these stuffs
as for him , i guess i just _________
i dont know what to fill in those blanks
ROMEO !
where are you , i need you
can any kind soul out there just tell her i miss her like hell
with love♥.
Thursday, April 02, 2009 ; 7:29 pm
blogging time ,
mum sick , but yet she still can nag very well
wtf ! dam pissed off luhs
wasn't feeling well since ytd
keep on ls , ytd the hopeless doctor say what dont know what weather
what dehydrating and some cock
drink more water , eat more fruit
less oily food , fried food
blend stuffs would be nice
dam it , i'm like missing kfc &mos
and him too
th-actioncity , hhahas , i wont the game
he lost it to me , *giggles*
special post for ah daaaaaa ;
ytd was april fool
so intented to tell him how i feel
but intend i wasnt feeling well , so slept dam early
ahdaaaaaaa , i think me &&him* back to square one liaos
good things still come to an end
some pictures
cheescake from romeo (:
kfc &&mos with him :DDDDDDDD
breakfast from him (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

snapsnap*iloveyou

my cure to dry eyes ; he give me de :DDDDDD

this is my playmateeeeeeeeeee !
aint him sweet ?
with love♥.