Friday, May 08, 2009 ; 10:06 am
no point crying over spilled milk,
why cant i seems to understand this phrase
i've cleared everything with one
i should be happy, cause it's like one down from the list i have to go
this is what i hope to do in the past isnt it
over a guy, misunderstand happen
i cant blame others of having that wrong idea of boyfriend "stealer"
or whatever they call it
i just wna make my stand that he's my goodfriend
i didnt get close to anyone,
i know that things would turn out this way when others get to know that we are friends
i mean like not to put words into others mouth
which i didnt do so from the start
but somehow i just felt that the more i clarify
the...
in the past i choose not to clarify it
but history repeats itself again
i see no point in me screaming me at her yesterday
those words i've said,
sucks alot, even to the max too
it takes time for everything to cool down
but it'll cool down faster if i would have bother to clarify?
i dontknow
like what she said, a point has been made to the class that he likes her
my actions are causing all this shit stuff, i mean misunderstanding to happen
i've said i'll change
i'll mark my own words
changing of my attitude toward my studies
i'll pay more attention in class, do my work
and i'll not label other's work as mine and hand in anymore
once, twice would be more then enough to go overboard
and for him,
i dont know how should i express that feeling of not wanting him to apolgise
i dont feel good about it
people around has started to move on
and i'm still stuck in here
it suck alot i know
but i'll figure everything out soon
after that very last bit
everything would just end like this
thanks for everything
with love♥.
