Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ; 11:29 pm
ARE YOU STILL ALIVE?!
i'm feeling sad inside
okays, happening, happening,happening
and still happening
i'm like so crazy this few days,
up and downs and everything came crashing
but i'm fine now
thanks romeo for being there
and also not forgetting
my ahdaaaaaa, darling &bieeeeeeee
i'm all left with you all
oh man, please dont feel so emotional lehs~
erhms, okays (:
lets see what i have here on my list to update
oh ya, it's a shame that i have to be this way,
it's not a love to say i'm sorry
all i have to say is goodbye
i'm missing everything that was around me before you came in
please let me learn to hate you
hating myself for letting things just passby
i find it rather stupid blogging about all this
i'm just a stupid pig i know
did i regretted all this while?
maybe yes, trusting you and so on
i dont know, but i just feel that the label is no longer important to me
we are back to square one
the pain and everything would just fade off this way
everytime i tell myself
heys it's time to say goodbye
but a moment or so,
i'll just pretend that nothing has happen
maybe this is be best way to keep how my feelings like
i rather not trust then letting my heartbreak again like breakingdawn
will you know this post is for you?
will you sense that i'm gonna drift
just keep a distance from the danger zone
where there are like bombs and guns everywhere
you'll live your life to the fullest i believe
and the sun will shine for your sake forever
thanks for holding me when i was like gonna hit the ground
thanks
maybe she deserves that label more then i do
give me sometime
just sometime
those super power of her's will bring you to a place
a place that there wont be any sorrows,
it's your smile that i'll see
have more faith in yourself
it's just a story of me, you and her
the her that fits to the label of a goodfriend or even a bestfriend someday
onces upon a time....
and now i'm now longer terrified.
with love♥.
